http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-rJ_N5BSmc0&feature=related
Kurasakan pudar dalam hatiku
Rasa cinta yang ada untuk dirimu
Ku lelah dan yang semua yang ada
Ingin ku lepas semua
Sepenggalan hati untuk bicara
Bagaimana kalau ku selingkuh saja
Ku punya banyak teman lelaki
Sepertinya ku kan bahagia
Mestinya kau cari pengganti diriku saja
Karena kita sudah tak saling bicara
Pastikan cerita tentang cinta yang telah lalu
Hanya ada dalam ingatan hatimu
Maafkan aku jika kau kecewa
Cintamu bukanlah untuk diriku
Jika memang semua kan jadi cerita
Ku tau kau semakin terluka..
Hye for once again..
Do you ever heard this song? Pudar by Rossa? If you're never and ever, just click the URL given to listen to it. Nice song for people who is BORING enough with their partner. Ahahaha.. This is one of my favourite song for sometimes. But to me, being unfaithful is my old life. I'm done enough and I'm boring with it. As I'm growing up, I'm looking for FAITHFUL partner. For being serious. For me, I WANT a RELASHIONSHIP but NOT RELASIONSHIT! I'll made a RELATIONSHIT if the person ask (done to me) for it.. :)
To be continue..~~~ :)
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Goodbye Black 2010, Welcome Fearfuller 2011..
Assalammualaikum.. (Peace Upon To You)
Alhamdulillah.. Thanks 2 Allah S.W.T because give me an opportunity to continue my life once again.. :) Today (2nd of January 2011) i would like to update 1 post as this is my 1st time update after few years i didn't update my blog..
Topic of the day, Goodbye Black 2010, Welcome Fearfuller 2011..
Why the topic have been chosen? Its so easy.. I've been through very difficulty life on 2010. Starting January to December. And it maybe will be continue in every single of my life.. So sad but what to do? Human only can plan but God the only One that can full fill it as He want..
Honestly I'm quite hate 2010. Full of reasons! I'll share a bit because most of them will have different people involved and different incident. I will hate them (the incidents and the person involved) FOREVER! Why? Because they are LAIRS, MAJOR LOSERS, HYPOCRITES & BOSSY! I felt SUCKS with these kind of persons. Acting like a FOOL.
I hope that one day i can pay all the DIRT that they have done to me. Not because I'm a cruel person but this is to TEACH them of being a PERSON! You can cheat or fooling around other people but not me. I'm the one who like to revenge. But I'd like to pay my revenge with professional way. Not using shaman or what so ever that may destroy my beloved religion, Islam. I'm a Muslim and I'm not doing dirt with using black magic to give lessons to people..
Dear 2010, You're always in my heart, memory and mind.. I hope that I'm not forget what those fucking people done to me. I'm NOT FORGIVE & FORGET.. God always with me and you. If i didnt knew anything, He knew it. If i cannot give you lessons, He will pay you CASH! Remember that. In Malay traditions words (if I'm not mistaken) "Cerah tak semestinya panas, mendung tak berarti nak hujan. Sepandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga.) I like these quotation. Full of lessons.
Next blog will tell you slowly about the 2010 and my coming days..
:)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c2NnNf-TQFc
Andra and The Backbone - Selamat Tinggal Masa Lalu
Click this link to enjoy my Opening 2011..
Have a good weekend ya.. :)
Alhamdulillah.. Thanks 2 Allah S.W.T because give me an opportunity to continue my life once again.. :) Today (2nd of January 2011) i would like to update 1 post as this is my 1st time update after few years i didn't update my blog..
Topic of the day, Goodbye Black 2010, Welcome Fearfuller 2011..
Why the topic have been chosen? Its so easy.. I've been through very difficulty life on 2010. Starting January to December. And it maybe will be continue in every single of my life.. So sad but what to do? Human only can plan but God the only One that can full fill it as He want..
Honestly I'm quite hate 2010. Full of reasons! I'll share a bit because most of them will have different people involved and different incident. I will hate them (the incidents and the person involved) FOREVER! Why? Because they are LAIRS, MAJOR LOSERS, HYPOCRITES & BOSSY! I felt SUCKS with these kind of persons. Acting like a FOOL.
I hope that one day i can pay all the DIRT that they have done to me. Not because I'm a cruel person but this is to TEACH them of being a PERSON! You can cheat or fooling around other people but not me. I'm the one who like to revenge. But I'd like to pay my revenge with professional way. Not using shaman or what so ever that may destroy my beloved religion, Islam. I'm a Muslim and I'm not doing dirt with using black magic to give lessons to people..
Dear 2010, You're always in my heart, memory and mind.. I hope that I'm not forget what those fucking people done to me. I'm NOT FORGIVE & FORGET.. God always with me and you. If i didnt knew anything, He knew it. If i cannot give you lessons, He will pay you CASH! Remember that. In Malay traditions words (if I'm not mistaken) "Cerah tak semestinya panas, mendung tak berarti nak hujan. Sepandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga.) I like these quotation. Full of lessons.
Next blog will tell you slowly about the 2010 and my coming days..
:)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c2NnNf-TQFc
Andra and The Backbone - Selamat Tinggal Masa Lalu
Click this link to enjoy my Opening 2011..
Have a good weekend ya.. :)
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Marry, Married & Marriage..
Holla,
long time i didn't update my blog. I've been busy with my life till im lazy to open my blog. why? I've forgot my URL.. hehehe.. BTW, today i would like to talk about the above topic..
As u can see, nowadays many ppl like to have early marriage included my own family members. this year my semester break started with my closed cuss's wedding at Bandar Tun Razak, Muadzam. i attend the weds from 2oth May and continue to his husband's house on 29th May. firstly i felt happy and BAD. why? actually i don't really like a crowded situation wheres ppl walk in and out of the house. moreover there's lots of work to do when we've got a ceremony.
During Hawa & Razif's weds, Hawa asked me to accompany her to Razif's house at Serkam, Melaka. at first i rejected the request because i don't like to stay at non-relatives' house. but she kept mumbling and persuade me so, to stop her from continue her 'work' then i said "yes hawa.. I'll follow u.." so, she stopped and smiled.
Serkam is nice. I'm so excited looking at the paddy plan as i like to have a village near with them but in Johor (my village) doesn't have any paddy plan but its OK.. fyi, Serkam is rich with mango's trees.. so cute when the trees were covered with the fruits. :)
Once i get there i dont know what to do. i just sit alone at nite and texting all my friends to 'clean' my boring. I've met a very big family members from all over Malaysia. 1st nite at Serkam i slept at the newlywed's front door. ahahaha.. I'm alone with 3 pillows. early in the morning i wake up and looking for my cuz. shes not at the room but shes at the kitchen. I'm quite scared because when i opened my eyes lots of ppl sleeping in front of me. hawa with her husband and me? i'm alone.
after breakfast i told hawa that i want to help with the things that never started yet like settle the ingredients for the meals. i sat down in the 'khemah' and start my work. i dont care ppl around me but came 2 gurls help me to cut the ginger. Yus and the other 1 i've forgot to asked her name. they are nice.. i like them. and.. i do met this guy name Is@Ismail mokhtar. i dont know who is he but just kept watching. hawa said he is Razif's nephew and i said "ok". is was the tired day and thnks God i didnt be the 'pengapit' for hawa. at the nite, we(me, hawa, razif and is) went out to Bandar Hilir looking for the printer service. after almost an hour round at the town we found 1 cyber cafe that got the service. 3 of them out of car and i just sat in the car cause im headache. 10 min after that is accompany me in the car and started the chat. quite nice and loves to give questions. hahaha..
the day for the real ceremony has come. once again i'm not be the 'pengapit' for hawa so, Hajar (Is's sister) be the 'pengapit'.. i've joint my family for 'berarak' with newlyweds. ahahaha.. for the 1st time i make the 'tepung tawar' for the newlyweds. kinda crazy.. and fun 2.. at the afternoon-evening, me, hawa, razif, is and litfy (camera man) went to Bandar Hilir to have the photographs session. its great! many ppl look at them and this is a very excited day to follow with. Few pics four of us being taken. Its a great moment.. Still i've got the memory during my family's wed. 1st time i've follow family members as the bridesmaid n follow her everywhere.. huhuhuuuuu...
long time i didn't update my blog. I've been busy with my life till im lazy to open my blog. why? I've forgot my URL.. hehehe.. BTW, today i would like to talk about the above topic..
As u can see, nowadays many ppl like to have early marriage included my own family members. this year my semester break started with my closed cuss's wedding at Bandar Tun Razak, Muadzam. i attend the weds from 2oth May and continue to his husband's house on 29th May. firstly i felt happy and BAD. why? actually i don't really like a crowded situation wheres ppl walk in and out of the house. moreover there's lots of work to do when we've got a ceremony.
During Hawa & Razif's weds, Hawa asked me to accompany her to Razif's house at Serkam, Melaka. at first i rejected the request because i don't like to stay at non-relatives' house. but she kept mumbling and persuade me so, to stop her from continue her 'work' then i said "yes hawa.. I'll follow u.." so, she stopped and smiled.
Serkam is nice. I'm so excited looking at the paddy plan as i like to have a village near with them but in Johor (my village) doesn't have any paddy plan but its OK.. fyi, Serkam is rich with mango's trees.. so cute when the trees were covered with the fruits. :)
Once i get there i dont know what to do. i just sit alone at nite and texting all my friends to 'clean' my boring. I've met a very big family members from all over Malaysia. 1st nite at Serkam i slept at the newlywed's front door. ahahaha.. I'm alone with 3 pillows. early in the morning i wake up and looking for my cuz. shes not at the room but shes at the kitchen. I'm quite scared because when i opened my eyes lots of ppl sleeping in front of me. hawa with her husband and me? i'm alone.
after breakfast i told hawa that i want to help with the things that never started yet like settle the ingredients for the meals. i sat down in the 'khemah' and start my work. i dont care ppl around me but came 2 gurls help me to cut the ginger. Yus and the other 1 i've forgot to asked her name. they are nice.. i like them. and.. i do met this guy name Is@Ismail mokhtar. i dont know who is he but just kept watching. hawa said he is Razif's nephew and i said "ok". is was the tired day and thnks God i didnt be the 'pengapit' for hawa. at the nite, we(me, hawa, razif and is) went out to Bandar Hilir looking for the printer service. after almost an hour round at the town we found 1 cyber cafe that got the service. 3 of them out of car and i just sat in the car cause im headache. 10 min after that is accompany me in the car and started the chat. quite nice and loves to give questions. hahaha..
the day for the real ceremony has come. once again i'm not be the 'pengapit' for hawa so, Hajar (Is's sister) be the 'pengapit'.. i've joint my family for 'berarak' with newlyweds. ahahaha.. for the 1st time i make the 'tepung tawar' for the newlyweds. kinda crazy.. and fun 2.. at the afternoon-evening, me, hawa, razif, is and litfy (camera man) went to Bandar Hilir to have the photographs session. its great! many ppl look at them and this is a very excited day to follow with. Few pics four of us being taken. Its a great moment.. Still i've got the memory during my family's wed. 1st time i've follow family members as the bridesmaid n follow her everywhere.. huhuhuuuuu...
Okay.. Not interested on continuing the story.. Full stop.. Bye.. :D
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)