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To All Da Meningful People In My Life, I Dedicate This Song 2 All Of U..

Diskriminasi menjatuhkan aku
Reputasi kini menjadi bisu
Dan aku, ku layu
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C/O
Dan bila kau menghilang
Musnah la, musnah impian
Tuk menggapai bintang
Terangi hidup ku
Ku mahu kau tahu
Engkaulah, destinasiku
Dalam ingatanku... oh oh oh...

Kerana diri ini tak daya lagi
Menempuh hidup yang ku temui
Dan aku, ku tunggu... oh oh oh
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De Begining of Road To Medan

Afternoon all..
Today i would like 2 share bout da Begining of The Road To Medan..

Last nite was da bz nite coz my unty, gee, and ijah were packing their things 2 enter UIAM (not 4 my unty) and packing 4 join de road to medan.. Im also bz till got angry coz 2 many instruction i`ve got from them..

Hurm.. Actually im thinkin should i jus bring up da bag pack o travel bag??? Quite confused.. Hohohooo.. I asked maid how buot if im bringin da travel bag? She said if i bring it, i can brings atleast 14Kg items while bag pack its only can bring about 7Kg.. Uwaaaaaaaa... Which bag should i bring huh???

Haha.. I think i`ll bring up da bag pack.. Da things i`ll buy i`ll put it up at ijah`s bag i guest.. Hohoho..

Ok.. I`ll contnue later ok..
C ya folks..
:)

Perfect - Simple Plan

I Dedicate Tiz Song to Everyone That Want Me Be A Perfect Person..

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk 2 me
Did i grow up according 2 plan..???
Do u think im wasting my time doing things i wanna do?
But it hurts when u disapproved all along...

And now i try so hard 2 make it
I just wanna make u..prouddd..
Im never be good enough 4 u..
I cant pretend that im alright..
And u cant change me..

Coz we lost it all..
Nothings last 4eva
Im sorry i cant be PERFECT..
Now its just 2 lateeeeeeeeeeee
And we CANT GO BACK
Im sorry I CANT BE PERFECT..

I try not 2 think
About the pain i fell inside
Did u know u used 2 be
MY HERO..???
All the days u spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like u cont
Care anymoreee..

And now i try hard 2 make it
I just wanna make u proud..
Im never gonna be good
Enough 4 u
Cant stand another fight..
Nothings alright

Coz we lost it allllllll
Nothings last 4evaaaaaaaa
Im sory
I CANT BE PERFECTTT...
Now its just 2 lateee..
And we cant go back
Im sorry
I CANT BE PERFECTTT...

Nothings gonna change
The things that u said
Nothings gonna make tiz
Right again
Please dont turn ur back
I cant believe its hard
Just 2 talk 2 u
But u dont understanddd

Coz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect

Coz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
Im sorry
I cant be Perfect
Now its just too late
And we cant go back
Im sorry
I cant be PERFECT

To Tok Mak@Grandmother, thank u so much atok becoz u grow me up till im 4 years old.. I really loves u atok.. U teach me how 2 Pray, cook, love ppl, u gave me edu@pre-primary skol and so on.. I think u are my no. 1 mom as my mom is working 4 our family. After u gave all 2 me, finally u leave me alone on 18th August 1998@Tuesday. Thanks a lot atok.. I`ll love u till the end.. Im sorry i cant be perfect grandaughther becoz i have complicated life when im growing up. May God bless u atok..

To Me Ammi@mom, im sorry i cant be a good daughter as i felt lost ur loves since i was a baby.. u just let Tok Mak alone 2 took care of me and my sis while u are working. No matter when u took me care i just didnt get any kind of love from u.. i felt like u are ignored me as one of ur daughthers. Only sister got what she wanted esp love n kind of things. I dont care bout the things just needs ur LOVEs..Thats y i became like tiz (rude, loves 2 rebelled,stubborn, bear a grudge against to u and ppl, notty and so on..).
Y tiz happened??? Becoz im not a perfect person.. I`d do anythings can make u proud but u still ignored me till the end of ur life.. Howeva, thanks a lot coz gave birth to me..Im never forget the things u`ve done 2 me mom.. May God bless u..

To Me Abah@dad, thanks the only thing i can say.. Without u and mom im not here right now.. I dont know what 2 say bout u as im not be with u since im a lil gurl.. I met u back when im 12 i guest.. Its ok if u dont care bout me as i dont have any feelin bout u accepted im from u.. Im not a perfect gurl as i dont get any love from u when im growing up. And im accepted it. I dont care what our families said bout it coz me is myself..

To Mok De & Pok De@My Unty & Uncle who took care me from July 2000 till now after my mom passed away, thanks a lot coz u guardians me, gave me education and the things i need 2 life.. I really appreaciated it and im not forget it till i die.. Im so sorry if im done something stupid o make both of u shame as im not a perfect person. I dont like both of u restrick me as now im a teenager. I appreciated what u`ve done, but please give me chance 2 make my own decission esp bout my study. I just wanna try 2 be indipendent study far from u but, u still want me 2 accept da nearest collage 4 me 2 study. Im not a perfect person. Ok, i`ll try be as what u want me 2 be.. Thanks again..

To Sisters, Brothers,Relatives & Friends, Im only an ordinory person.. Please dont feel any hope from me.. I cant be what all of u want me 2 be..

Well, thats enoght i think.. Thanks 4 reading..
Tiz is me and my life..
Hope all of u get it..

Peace upon 2 u..