Perfect - Simple Plan

I Dedicate Tiz Song to Everyone That Want Me Be A Perfect Person..

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk 2 me
Did i grow up according 2 plan..???
Do u think im wasting my time doing things i wanna do?
But it hurts when u disapproved all along...

And now i try so hard 2 make it
I just wanna make u..prouddd..
Im never be good enough 4 u..
I cant pretend that im alright..
And u cant change me..

Coz we lost it all..
Nothings last 4eva
Im sorry i cant be PERFECT..
Now its just 2 lateeeeeeeeeeee
And we CANT GO BACK
Im sorry I CANT BE PERFECT..

I try not 2 think
About the pain i fell inside
Did u know u used 2 be
MY HERO..???
All the days u spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like u cont
Care anymoreee..

And now i try hard 2 make it
I just wanna make u proud..
Im never gonna be good
Enough 4 u
Cant stand another fight..
Nothings alright

Coz we lost it allllllll
Nothings last 4evaaaaaaaa
Im sory
I CANT BE PERFECTTT...
Now its just 2 lateee..
And we cant go back
Im sorry
I CANT BE PERFECTTT...

Nothings gonna change
The things that u said
Nothings gonna make tiz
Right again
Please dont turn ur back
I cant believe its hard
Just 2 talk 2 u
But u dont understanddd

Coz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect

Coz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
Im sorry
I cant be Perfect
Now its just too late
And we cant go back
Im sorry
I cant be PERFECT

To Tok Mak@Grandmother, thank u so much atok becoz u grow me up till im 4 years old.. I really loves u atok.. U teach me how 2 Pray, cook, love ppl, u gave me edu@pre-primary skol and so on.. I think u are my no. 1 mom as my mom is working 4 our family. After u gave all 2 me, finally u leave me alone on 18th August 1998@Tuesday. Thanks a lot atok.. I`ll love u till the end.. Im sorry i cant be perfect grandaughther becoz i have complicated life when im growing up. May God bless u atok..

To Me Ammi@mom, im sorry i cant be a good daughter as i felt lost ur loves since i was a baby.. u just let Tok Mak alone 2 took care of me and my sis while u are working. No matter when u took me care i just didnt get any kind of love from u.. i felt like u are ignored me as one of ur daughthers. Only sister got what she wanted esp love n kind of things. I dont care bout the things just needs ur LOVEs..Thats y i became like tiz (rude, loves 2 rebelled,stubborn, bear a grudge against to u and ppl, notty and so on..).
Y tiz happened??? Becoz im not a perfect person.. I`d do anythings can make u proud but u still ignored me till the end of ur life.. Howeva, thanks a lot coz gave birth to me..Im never forget the things u`ve done 2 me mom.. May God bless u..

To Me Abah@dad, thanks the only thing i can say.. Without u and mom im not here right now.. I dont know what 2 say bout u as im not be with u since im a lil gurl.. I met u back when im 12 i guest.. Its ok if u dont care bout me as i dont have any feelin bout u accepted im from u.. Im not a perfect gurl as i dont get any love from u when im growing up. And im accepted it. I dont care what our families said bout it coz me is myself..

To Mok De & Pok De@My Unty & Uncle who took care me from July 2000 till now after my mom passed away, thanks a lot coz u guardians me, gave me education and the things i need 2 life.. I really appreaciated it and im not forget it till i die.. Im so sorry if im done something stupid o make both of u shame as im not a perfect person. I dont like both of u restrick me as now im a teenager. I appreciated what u`ve done, but please give me chance 2 make my own decission esp bout my study. I just wanna try 2 be indipendent study far from u but, u still want me 2 accept da nearest collage 4 me 2 study. Im not a perfect person. Ok, i`ll try be as what u want me 2 be.. Thanks again..

To Sisters, Brothers,Relatives & Friends, Im only an ordinory person.. Please dont feel any hope from me.. I cant be what all of u want me 2 be..

Well, thats enoght i think.. Thanks 4 reading..
Tiz is me and my life..
Hope all of u get it..

Peace upon 2 u..

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Nih La Website Yang Hari2 Me Hadap..(Ada Masa Busang Gak La..)

Ape jek yang menarik kat sume 2..???Jawaban nye s enang jek la.. Lepak ngan frenz yang add, send comment, and yang ajak chatting esp kat ym.. Hohoho... Part paling besh bile orang yang add actif beb ual (walau me nih spesis agak memilih la lau mo bebual and wat kawan bese r 2 kan? hohoho). Lau ada spesis baru 3-4 ari chatting mo mintak no tepon la paling me nyampah.. Bukan ape.. Me kenai pon x, xkan mo bagi free jek no hp me.. Banyak lawa muke korang.. Lau yang mintak reasons, paling utama me bagi ialah :-

1. Family xkasi,(Sis me bakal membebel lau me paka

i bagi ejk no kat sesape yang xdikenali)

2. Xmo partner penin pale,(Sape partner me? Pe korang peduli.. Hahaha)

3. Banyak lagi gurl leh kasi no kat korang,(Boys o Gurls xmudah dipercayai loz..)

4. Bukan attitude me mo kasi no kat orang yang x d kenali,(Laen la korang da tayang muke, hari2 hadap me chatting, o me rase xhipokrit laen lak cite die)

5. Bil tepon me akan d check oleh pihak berkenaan tentang kegunaan and siapa yg d hubungi..(Bil hp me, me bayar tapiii.. Gamai yang mo tengok no man e yang kerap me hubungi.. So, anytime korang leh dapat feed back from me family.. HARAP MAKLUM)
Wahahahhahahhaha...
Kesimpulan nyeeee... Lau korang mahu berkawan, xpayah la gewdicks mintak no hp lau stakat 4-5 ari hadap me berchatting.. Ada jek yang da 2-3 tahun chatting me langsung xde no hp me cool jek.. Xde lak mo SeLoK.. Wahahahhahah...

Well, ada masa mulut me nih memang xgeti di tapis.. Me pon bukan la baek mo be kawan ngan orang2 yang me kenai.. Layan sudaaaaaaaaa....
Lau ada sesape pelik nape me xpenah reply sebarang comment o message 2 pepaham suda ok? Im not a Sociable gurl.. Just loves frenz yang ramah (lau over jangan harap mo layan)..

Ok la.. Nih koleksi teman yang cool.. (champo2 suda)


Sambung laen kali jek la pics yang mane belum masukkan... Hohoho..
:D

Kimie & Fiea, Dina & Aidan

Nih Koleksi Nieces & Nephews..


Mohd Ikmal Hakimi seorang nephew yang sangat2 la banyak mulut.. Ad masa geti lak die bisu pash me penat dengar die becakap.. Kimie nih umur 6tahun n nak masuk 7 tahun pada 6th April 2009.. Kimie nih agak xkesah budaknye coz ape jek me bagi die hamek esp. baju cartoon, shorts and jenis makanan..(budak nih ske mam gule2 yang menyebab kan die jadi RoNgAk..) muahahhahahahhahah...(Mak Chu yang agak sewel)..

Nur Hanny Sofiea pal niece yang tersangat riuh orangnye (pantang me call sibuk jek mo cakap padahal cakap mepek jek..)..Soalan utama fiea kat me ialah ``Mak Chu kat ane?``, ``Meh lah umah adek``.. Hahaha..fiea, fiea.. Fiea nih peminat pink (padahal me ske bli barang die colour pink), lahir pada 13th March 2005 ke 6 da lupe..(xgajin ingat tahun) hohoho.. Fiea nih pon sangat2 la kuat mam gula2.. Sampai gigi pon xtau ad bape batang jek.. Da la mudah najuk (sebijik cam me masa thocik). Xleh di pangkah gak coz sangat2 la emo (same cam me gak..Bese la anak buah me gak. Wahahhaha)

Adriana Az`Zahraa pula lebih dikenali as Dina.. Die nih seorang yang bermata besa.. Banyak mulut (Cakap non-stop cam mulut Shikin jek).. Umo dina pon 6 tahun tiz year.. Skol Cina coz k.nana mo die pandai cakap Cina lozzz... Dina nih slalu jek kne marah coz die ske menyorok kan barang orang, pernah gak me sepak muke die coz minun air then wat sembur2 (tetibe kne molot me, sape xhangen budak wat pangai cam 2..), die nih minat gak dalam bidang nyanyian and tarian (me pon minat tapi xmenari depan Pokde & Mok De jek).. Final, Dina nih seorang yang kurus kering tapi gile tinggi.. Hohoho...

Finally... Mohd Aidan.. Baby yang lahir pada 31st July 2008.. Bermata besar, and bulat baby nya.. Hohoho.. Now Aidan da 4 bulan.. Aidan nih now tersangat2 la gemok coz keje dia hanye la menyusu and tito jek.. Hohoho.. Me ske gigit pipi and dagu die coz pipi die berisi and dagu die plak runcing jek.. Cian die jadi mangsa.. :D Da pandai mo pusing2 badan pon.. Mudah gelak and tersenyum (berbanding Dina masa baby masham jek muke die), Aidan nih gak ske wat muncung bulat die 2.. Hahaha... Sangat la thumel.. Tapi kelmarin Aidan pon dah menjadi Botak.. Lucu la cam katun jek.. Hohoho..

Well, nih jek la koleksi yang ad utuk tatapan umum..
Akan wujud terbitan akan datang noh..
:D