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Friday, January 1, 2010

Goodbye 2009, Welcome 2010

Peace upon to all of you… today I would like to update my blog so I need to send at least one post. Based on the title, I would like to wish all of you “Happy New Year...!” I hope this New Year will bring joyful and meaningful in you’re and for my own life... For those who are studying, best of luck in your pointer. I know it is not easy for us getting the highest pointer, but we done the best during final, assignments and also in practical.

There are thousand of memories that couldn’t be forgotten in 2009. The first thing that I wouldn’t forget is when I entered my college, Mara Professional College Indera Mahkota, MPCIM or known as Kolej Profesional Mara Indera Mahkota, KPMIM. There such the best home after my own (not exactly mine) home. This is the place for me to continue my further study and get my Diploma in English Communication (Jan-July 2011). I will be here 3 years and now, just 1 and half years left to complete my diploma. Beside that, I have got new friends such as Zira, Cyuk, Mirul, Bella, Az, Eqa, Siti, K.Ct Z, Raja, Jack and so many more (sorry guys if im not include your name but all of you will always in my heart). Hundred of pain and joy in this college... I won’t tell you today and later maybe.

Think, I just want to share all about my current life during previous year. Thanks to Along Kirin and k.Nana because sent me at college and special thanks to Mr. Mohamad and Mdm. Fauziah because helped me at that day. I appreciated it so much. To my beloved mentor Mdm Munirah, lecturers, Miss Ainur, Miss Wanie, Mdm Yaya, Mdm Ain, Miss Syida, Mdm Norazura, Sir Ayie, Ustaz Wan, Ustazah Noraini, Miss Anis, Mdm Suzy, (have taught me from sem. 1 and sem. 2) and others lecturer because help me in my study. All of you will always be my inspiration in college to study harder and harder.

In semester 2 I admit that im playful. I’m quite lazy to study. The result: maybe I’ve got the lowest pointer (I hope not), im not concentrate in my study. I don’t know why and what happened to me. In this sem. Also I met new people such as Dd, Akmal, and Ama. They are from MPOB (Malaysia Palm Oil Broad). I accidently met them when Zira full fill my dream to swim at the beach, Telok Cempedak. They are nice and funny. So childish. Always talk about Wonder Pet.

Semester break is damn freaking me down. Live at home with doing nothing sometime will drive me crazy. Wake up early in the morning and doing something to avoid the bad sound from ‘queen’ of the house. After that, help in the kitchen. OMG, I hate cooking! But it is quite fun when im in the kitchen. I will know the ingredients that will be use in 1 meal that will be cook. Damn bored if maid said “I don’t know how to cook but my boss like my food”. Too proud she got the ability to cook. Oh come on, I need to cook everyday while im in college I just bought my food. Huh! House will like a hell if she did it to me.

2009 created wonderful and pain memories. I lost the 1 I really love. He inspired my life and helps me in my study. We know each other from a social network website long, long and long time ago. We’ve met and spent time together if I went back to KL. Pretty closed and love each other although we’re just friend. Everyday we will texting or calling. I do single but not him. I don’t know that he got a fiancé. I knew it on 23/10/2009 at 12:12. Don’t you think that I am so hurt on that day? Before I’ve got the news, I am laughing as laud as I can when my friends make a joke. I have no feeling to be sad. But the breaking news makes me down. So down! To be continue.. im sleepyyyyyy

im back to continue my job to write for my post. His fiancé made me crazy when she got mad at me. I don’t know what to say at first. But I do defend my own self from being a misunderstood victim. Damn! Im shout at her as loud as I could. She is totally turned me become a hot tempered person. I told her the truth bout our relationship and she listened nicely. After that, she is crying for suddenly. She told me everything that has happened bout him and their relation. I felt sad for her. If I knew he is belonging to her then I will not continue our relationship as I knew, what goes around comes around. It’s ok. I understand her situation. If my fiancé done something like that I am also can be a crazy woman.

Apart from that, I enjoy myself with having new friends. Im joint the senior group, met Dd, Akmal and Ama until I’ve got conflict with of my best friend. I lost her in holiday and I’ve got her back 2 days after her bufday. Thanks God. I’ve got back what im lost.

My new wished for 2010: I want to be a hardworking student as I will know that my sem. 2 are bad, Im trying to full fill my pray as im bad in my religion, less enjoy myself, less talking and im trying to change my life from bad to little bit better. I will always love my friends no matter how bad they are.

Special thanks to my family esp. my aunty and uncle, my sister (Nurhazairana), cousins, and beloved friends, Fatin (school mate), Shushi, Sheraf, Cfa, and Joshua T. Shockers Zira, Cyuk, Eqa, Na_when, k.Ezni, Zoul, Abie, Chot, Zan, Anne, Udin, Eijan, Ida, Izrul Hadi, Bro Nuox, Dd, Akmal, and so many more (sorry if im not included your name but you will always be my beloved friends) because being apart of me. I always hurt your feeling and I hope it’s not too late to apologize.

Goodbye my memorable 2009… wish me better life and bless by God.

©Nurirliyana Irwan@Irliyana, Pingu, PP, Suhada and Sud©

©1st January 2010, 13:51©

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Bored of Being Alone..


Peace upon 2 u..




I`d like 2 share about heart feelin now..
Anyway, im confused with myself..
Do i lost my feelin 2 guys??? Hohoo..

So bad if its reality.. I wont be l******..


Wanna know y this happened 2 me? What a simple things...
Im alone.. Hahaha.. Im not sure if i like someone or not..

Anyway, since i know Iz, i left all my boys/men frenz.. He changed me from a player i think 2 a loyal girl. But, when i found the truth im startin my rebel.. Hahaha.. Anyway, teenagers always like that.. Im exactly not a perfect 1.. And i know what i want and what i wont..

Finally, im tired of being what people want me 2 be. It such a player in a drama.. Im not happy doing what i am doing right now.. Im trying 2 change but im not a tough as what all of u see. Maybe im a strong to fight what people sayin but deep inside only God knew everything..

I just wanna be happy.. Could i? I want all the things that can make me happy such as my belated granfma, mom, my beloved family, friends.. Its ok no lourve from guys but i need lourves from people who are important in my life.. Ok i think its enough for now.. Catch ya later World..

What a Bored Break Semester..


Salam ya...

Theres nothin that i can say only i word..BoReD...!!!

Damn bored stayed at home.. Theres nothin 2 do xcepted woke up as early 8 am, gave koi fishes food, helped new maid tidy up house and watching tv.. I`ve got sleepin problem almost the whole day along this semester break.. Finally, i pushed myself sleepin bcoz i wont be crazy bcoz of not enough sleep.. My routine make me sick! I need frenz for life.. I hate 2 be alone.. Im LoNeLy.. Could u feel how hurts of being alone for a long time...??? i cant stand of beiong alone and i`ll become emossion.. I dont know y this happened 2 me.. Everyday i pray that new semester come earlier than usual.. Hohoho.. My life is sucks! I cant do whateva i want, i cant choose the things i wanna do, everythin... Everythin... Theres no way 4 me to get my own life..

I just wanna be like others.. Happy with thier life.. Not like me..