No more Sem 1, 2, 3, 4 and 5..

Hello.. ;)

Today i would like to share about a real feeling towards the end of my 5 semester at MARA Professional College Indera Mahkota..

Hohoho.. FYI, i have finish my 5th semester on last Wednesday.. But i went back home on Thursday.. Hohoho.. A bit tires as all my belonging i take all my own. No more friends as they are went back early a day from me. However, im satisfied as all things i do taking home. excepted my extension wire.

Lots of things happened in my life during last semester.. I do fought with USELESS, DUMB, ANNOYING AND RIDICULOUS people.. Almost slap someone face and kick their ash! FUCK U!!!! DAMN HATE U DAMN DAMN DAMN MUCH!!! Otherwise, i saw my BFF cried for my 1st time ever during a discussion.. Whoa.. I cant say a word! My heart is harder than a sea rock but a bit soft than a diamond.. However, i will not cry in front of people.. Im not tryin to be hypocrite but just want to teach my heart to be more calm and tough.

Well, i do like almost the end of the classmates meeting.. We're have a small party which are make a fire from charcoal and some wooden sticks and having burger, sausages, crab sticks and chicken balls.. Thanks to Farah's mother becoz sponsor some Laksa for us.. So yummy.. Oh ya! the gifts..!!! every individual need to bring a small gift and we are goin to exchange the gift by taking a lucky numbers. So fun..

Hye more things to be share.. Playing around the chair.. If u cant have a sit, u will need to singing or dancing in front!!! Yeah.. Im the loser! 1st person! yay.. Thus, just having a boring song.. AHAHAHHAHAHAHHA... What to do.. A bit shy to dance as im not a professional dancer.. Ngeee... Then, we are having the frank session among us.. We talked about everything that bad and good among members. I would like to say that, I HATE U, U AND U..!!! FOREVER N EVER.. I DONT GIVE U A DAMN BUT U GIVE ME SHITTTSSS..!!! That the best words for SUCKERS like U! Hoh! No such FORGIVES for PEOPLE like U! What next? Hurm.. Continuous scene.. Where 4-5 members need to say word by words about a news.. Ahahahhaha.. funny 1! Then, having sad, happy, crazy and fear (i think) weather news.. The winner is Aza! The crazier one.. :D

Next, dancing time.. A bit crazy as we are switch on the techno and other dancing musics.. Most of us are dancing while a certain members are not.. For the 1st time i saw Yana dancing! yay! so smooth.. hohoho.. Fun! Fun! Fun! That such words i ever saying..

After the moment, we are having a pleasure time having a dinner at cafe.. Together with Sir Bad.. He is so cool.. Like to spent time with us.. As he is our Marketing and Organizational Behavour's lecturer.. And the closest male lecturer to us. Just having dinner and open some topic esp for our last class program! Outing with him..

Yeah.. Last program with members of DEC 5A Jan-June 2011.. We were Sud, Yana, Tikah, Jue, Zue, Amy, Cyuk, Aza, Nana, Ikhwan, Fi3, John and together with our daddy, Sir bad.. Location at East Cost Mall Kuantan.. Activities: Lunch, Kongsi's movie, karaoke, walking around ECM and lastly having dinner at Taj restaurant. During the karaoke, lots of song we are sang.. This includes Love story, Baik2 sayang, Yank and others i cant remember. Sure i enjoyed all the moment with my friends.. Thanks God.. All the enemies not joint our event.. If not.. Such a spoiled time..

So far thats all i can remember.. Hye.. here i'll attach some pics of our activities ya.. ;)

Love DEC 5A (FRIENDS ONLY!)

Dan Bila Esok - Sofaz

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7_O8frmChPA

Hype!

Just nak share 1 lagu beserta lirik.. Sebab lagu ini, part perempuan yg nyanyi amat aku suka..

"Mungkinkah esok kita kan bertemu kembali,

masihkah ada ruang di dalam hatiku..
untuk cinta yang pernah engkau miliki,
untuk selama-lamanya..."

Bagi aku setiap lagu ada makna tersendiri.. Aku suka lagu ni ada sebab tertentu juga. Esp the part i've quote. The special part!

Enjoy okay.. :D

Si Penipu Vs. Si Celik IT

Vs.

Salam n hello..

Oleh sebab aku da xde sangat idea nak buat apa malam neh, ape kate aku becerita pengalaman aku membace 1 article yang aku pernah jumpe kat Facebook.. Sangat kelaka.. (bagi aku la kan). Just penceritaan semula n not exactly words by words aku engat.. Lau korang rajin nak bace n comment, thats would be great.. ;) wink wink.. Okay, lets proceed ya.. :D

"Aku dan dia baru beberapa bulan becinta, mula2 perkenalan kami amat lucu. Setelah beberapa bulan bersms dan oncall, dia mula meluahkan isi aty utk menjadikan aku kekasehnya. Aku sangat teruja, lalu menerimanya setulus aty ku kerana aku juga sudah jatuh aty dengan nya. Dia sangat baek aty, peramah, dan pemalu. Cuma kadang kala suka membuat aku saket aty!

2 Bulan percintaan kami amat bahagia walau ad ketika nya pertengkaran berlaku. Si dia mula menyembunyikan 1 perkara yang amat selfish bg aku! Sampai aku menitik kan air mata. "Kau sebok dengan ex-gf kau yang suke mengambil kesempatan sampai kau lupe aku neh sape kan???!!!" Memang mencabar bulan tu.

Bulan seterusnya.. Genap 3 bulan bersama, 2-3 hari selepas bertemu, dia telah menyimpan 1 lagi rasia. Rasia si penipu! Betul kata pepatah.. Sepandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah. Rupa2 nya dia sudah buat 1 account private di dua web site yang berlainan.. Perkara ni aku dapat tau ketika dia bersama keluarganya. Tergerak aty ku ingin membuka facebook nya. Amat tak di sangka, dia dan seorang kawan yang aku tak kenali leka berchat di chat box. Dalam chat tu kawan si dia ada punya hasrat untuk mencari cikaro atau lebih mudah dikata BITCH! Dari A-Z aku baca chat mereka. Tak ku sangka, Allah SAW tu nak tunjuk yang si dia ni menipu aku. Thanks oh Ya Allah.. Sesungguhnya Kau lah Tuhan yg Maha Menunjuk lagi Maha Mengasihani aku yang teraniaya dan tertipu.

Dalam chat itu tertulis e-mail milik si dia yang diberikan kepada kawan nya. Si kawan tu pun gembira dan setuju untuk merasiakan perkara ini dari pengatahuan aku. Ya Allah.. Hanya Kau saja yang tau bagaimana hancurnya aty ku dan kepercayaan ku terhadap si dia. Mampu kah aku bertahan dengan manusia penipu lagi durjana ni? Aku pun tak tahu. Aku hanya mampu menyumpah seranah dan menitik kan air mata saja. Kekecewaan melanda tat kala aku percayai nya. Tapi penipuan yang diberikan sebagai balasan. Memang SIAL!!!

Malam aku tahu perkara tu terus aku cuba hacking password utk e-mail itu. Alhamdulillah Allah tu Maha Adil lagi Maha Membantu. Akhirnya aku dapat membuka e-mail itu dengan jayanya. Aku selongkar 1 per 1 e-mail yang terkandung dalam inbox. Kepastian aku untuk membuka account rasia yang di daftar atas email tersebut berjaya ku buka. Sekali lagi aty ku bedegup kencang dan air panas dari mata ku menitik deras. Si dia sanggup berbalas e-mail dengan kawan nya yang tadi dengan nada gembira mempermainkan aku! "Jangan sampai awek aku tau, bahaya.. Heee.." Tu ayat inbox web site yang aku buka.. Makian seranah yang mampu aku luahkan kepada si dia. Selaen inbox, semua kawan yang dia add adalah perempuan yang berbadan gebu, muka cantik dan sexy. Lesbian la paling banyak. Aku pun tak faham.. Ape fungsi aku kalau die perlukan perempuan sexy dan lesbian tu? Comment semua macam kucing nak makan ikan!

Tahap kesabaran aku amat rapuh! 1 lagi web site aku selongkar. Hurmmm.. Parah juga aty aku membaca semua isi yg ada dalam tu. Orang malam2 buta tidur aku plak yang meraung sebab seorang manusia yang pentingkan social life die dari menjaga hubungan dengan kekaseh. Sayang kepala hotak die! Sayang2 dicurang2kan.. !!! Aku tau la dulu kau memang bemasalah social tapi perlu kau nak amalkan sampai sekarang?! Serabut la die neh!

Kandungan inbox memang bombastic la.. Tak mampu aku nak ungkapkan sebab amat menyakitkan aty. Bia aku simpan dan hadiahkan segala bukti kecurangan dia masa bufday dia ;)

PAling tak tahan, Status: SINGLE.. Single? FUCK! Kalau kau betul2 single boleh la aku cari lelaki lain! Tak perlu becinta dengan PENIPU!

Sedih, terluka, hilang kepercayaan dan aty makin keras. Tu yang mampu aku ungkapkan... Bia la Si dia tak tahu bahawanya aku tahu semua ni. Belum masanya untuk aku dedah kan perkara ni selagi dia tak berada depan mata ku.. Akan ku bersabar demi menjaga sejenak hubungan yang dicipta ni.."

Tu lah sedikit sebanyak yang mampu aku ingat dan coretkan di blog ni. Tak ada kena mengena dengan korang yang tak terlibat. Hanya Si penulis (Si Celik IT) dan aku (reader) yang membaca coretan itu.. Aku sempat share note tu dengan beberapa kenalan dan mereka setuju dengan statement aku iaitu "Lelaki sekarang memang tak boleh percaya more than 55%.. Sebab kite tak terokai mereka macam kita teraka hidup kita. The most unfaithful and liar's crown belongs to MEN!" Haha.. Macam2 la yang aku belajar dari note pengarang tu. Ada suka n ada duka dalam percintaan.. Okay.. thanks all from me tonite..

P/s: Gurls out there.. If u are in a relationship with people u know from friends, friends of friends or relative also, make sure u know his background from a-z. He might CHEAT u wheneva he like.. ;) Careful ya!

For men: Dont think u are too cleaver enough to cheat women. Not all of us are stupid and not educated through the Information Technology.. What goes around, comes around.. This re-write note can be use in order to make u realize weather u wanna cheat or not.. :D

Byeee..

For entertainment: ;P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=olCQI7Npx2I

Olasss.. ;)

Hello..

Long time i didnt update my blog. Hohoho.. just a bit bz with my last sem in my college, Mara Professional College Indera Mahkota.. Bwt, whatcha doin? ;)

Well, actually, i've lots of thing to share but i dont think this is the best time. Hahaha.. Not study for Marketing and E-Learning yet.. Am i crazy enough to write now? Im not sure ;) :P

Hohoho.. Kinda boring, thats why this moment im not study but editing my personal blog..

Hye, BOSAN SUDAH..!!!

Whoaaa... (Tak dapat nak di ucap dengan kata2)
Hari neh hari Isnin.. Esok Selasa.. Lusa hari Rabu pulak. Hari Rabu la hari aku nak kene balik ke kolej kesayangan, Kolej Profesional Mara Indera Mahkota.. Kenape aku sayang sangat kat kolej tu? Senang aje jawaban die.. Da tentu la kolej tu yang bakal kasi aku sijil Diploma in English Communication. Hahaha.. Sudah tak lame untuk aku luangkan masa kat kolej tu. Sekarang aku da semester 5. So far Alhamdulillah result semester aku ok and status aku adelah menyambung pengajian.. That means aku akan habiskan semester 5 tahun neh dan meneruskan pejuangan aku untuk menjalani Latihan Industri or lebih dikenali sbg Practical. Whoaaa.. Tak saba suda.. 3 bulan penentu segala2nya. :)

Hye, Madam Zarina (Ketua Jabatan English) penah bgtau yang starting with our batch, practical will become earlier. That means if its true, after finish final exam, we're going to have practical nye talk then direct to practical. Hohoho... Thus, me and my beloved friends such as Zira, Cyuk, Yana, Jue, Tikah, dan laen2 akan together la join sekaki.. Ahahaha.. but sure la laen2 kot. Tapi amne ade yang same tu lagi bagus sebab sennag nak cari rumah sewa.. :) Love it..

Okay.. malam karang kite update lagi ye.. :)

Bye Bye Forever..~~~

Hello people, once again I'm here. Cause I've got a bit time to spend for my blog. :) Yayaya.. Today I would like to share one more lyric that can describe my mood. Wanna read/sing with it? Here you are.. Please enjoy the moment okay.. :)

jangan pernah sesali
jangan pernah tangisi
semuanya yang pernah terjadi

bila langkah terhenti
itu bukan berarti
hidupmu sampai disini

menangislah owhhhh tersenyumlah

mawar pasti berduri
dan juga hidup ini
penuh kejutan yang tak pasti

anggap ini sebagai
sebuah pelajaran hati
yang bisa kuatkan diri

menangislah owhhhh tersenyumlah
jangan kau berhenti
melangkahlah owhhh berlarilah

selamat tinggal masa lalu
selamat datang lembar baru
selamat tinggal cinta lalu
selamat datang cinta baru
selamat tinggal selamat tinggal

melangkahlah owhhh berlarilah

selamat tinggal masa lalu
selamat datang lembar baru
selamat tinggal cinta lalu
selamat datang cinta baru
selamat tinggal masa lalu
selamat datang lembar baru
selamat tinggal selamat tinggal

jangan pernah sesali
jangan pernah tangisi
semuanya yang pernah terjadi

Andra and The Backbone - Selamat Tinggal Masa Lalu

Some part of this song describe my mood. I do loves this song as it welcoming future year and closing the past year. Lot of things I've faced on 2010. Sad and happy. But most of them made me sad. When I heard this song, its inspire me to be strong. I can cry whenever i like and whatever condition am I in that particular time. I cannot regret although I'm regret already with what have I done during my past. My life must go on whatever will happen in the future. Thanks for those supporting me in whatever I'm doing. Made my strenght become more tigh. :)

*URL for this song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c2NnNf-TQFc

Rossa - Pudar

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-rJ_N5BSmc0&feature=related

Kurasakan pudar dalam hatiku
Rasa cinta yang ada untuk dirimu
Ku lelah dan yang semua yang ada
Ingin ku lepas semua

Sepenggalan hati untuk bicara
Bagaimana kalau ku selingkuh saja
Ku punya banyak teman lelaki
Sepertinya ku kan bahagia

Mestinya kau cari pengganti diriku saja
Karena kita sudah tak saling bicara
Pastikan cerita tentang cinta yang telah lalu
Hanya ada dalam ingatan hatimu

Maafkan aku jika kau kecewa
Cintamu bukanlah untuk diriku
Jika memang semua kan jadi cerita
Ku tau kau semakin terluka..

Hye for once again..
Do you ever heard this song? Pudar by Rossa? If you're never and ever, just click the URL given to listen to it. Nice song for people who is BORING enough with their partner. Ahahaha.. This is one of my favourite song for sometimes. But to me, being unfaithful is my old life. I'm done enough and I'm boring with it. As I'm growing up, I'm looking for FAITHFUL partner. For being serious. For me, I WANT a RELASHIONSHIP but NOT RELASIONSHIT! I'll made a RELATIONSHIT if the person ask (done to me) for it.. :)

To be continue..~~~ :)

Goodbye Black 2010, Welcome Fearfuller 2011..

Assalammualaikum.. (Peace Upon To You)
Alhamdulillah.. Thanks 2 Allah S.W.T because give me an opportunity to continue my life once again.. :) Today (2nd of January 2011) i would like to update 1 post as this is my 1st time update after few years i didn't update my blog..

Topic of the day, Goodbye Black 2010, Welcome Fearfuller 2011..
Why the topic have been chosen? Its so easy.. I've been through very difficulty life on 2010. Starting January to December. And it maybe will be continue in every single of my life.. So sad but what to do? Human only can plan but God the only One that can full fill it as He want..

Honestly I'm quite hate 2010. Full of reasons! I'll share a bit because most of them will have different people involved and different incident. I will hate them (the incidents and the person involved) FOREVER! Why? Because they are LAIRS, MAJOR LOSERS, HYPOCRITES & BOSSY! I felt SUCKS with these kind of persons. Acting like a FOOL.

I hope that one day i can pay all the DIRT that they have done to me. Not because I'm a cruel person but this is to TEACH them of being a PERSON! You can cheat or fooling around other people but not me. I'm the one who like to revenge. But I'd like to pay my revenge with professional way. Not using shaman or what so ever that may destroy my beloved religion, Islam. I'm a Muslim and I'm not doing dirt with using black magic to give lessons to people..

Dear 2010, You're always in my heart, memory and mind.. I hope that I'm not forget what those fucking people done to me. I'm NOT FORGIVE & FORGET.. God always with me and you. If i didnt knew anything, He knew it. If i cannot give you lessons, He will pay you CASH! Remember that. In Malay traditions words (if I'm not mistaken) "Cerah tak semestinya panas, mendung tak berarti nak hujan. Sepandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga.) I like these quotation. Full of lessons.

Next blog will tell you slowly about the 2010 and my coming days..
:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c2NnNf-TQFc
Andra and The Backbone - Selamat Tinggal Masa Lalu
Click this link to enjoy my Opening 2011..
Have a good weekend ya.. :)

Marry, Married & Marriage..

Holla,
long time i didn't update my blog. I've been busy with my life till im lazy to open my blog. why? I've forgot my URL.. hehehe.. BTW, today i would like to talk about the above topic..

As u can see, nowadays many ppl like to have early marriage included my own family members. this year my semester break started with my closed cuss's wedding at Bandar Tun Razak, Muadzam. i attend the weds from 2oth May and continue to his husband's house on 29th May. firstly i felt happy and BAD. why? actually i don't really like a crowded situation wheres ppl walk in and out of the house. moreover there's lots of work to do when we've got a ceremony.

During Hawa & Razif's weds, Hawa asked me to accompany her to Razif's house at Serkam, Melaka. at first i rejected the request because i don't like to stay at non-relatives' house. but she kept mumbling and persuade me so, to stop her from continue her 'work' then i said "yes hawa.. I'll follow u.." so, she stopped and smiled.

Serkam is nice. I'm so excited looking at the paddy plan as i like to have a village near with them but in Johor (my village) doesn't have any paddy plan but its OK.. fyi, Serkam is rich with mango's trees.. so cute when the trees were covered with the fruits. :)

Once i get there i dont know what to do. i just sit alone at nite and texting all my friends to 'clean' my boring. I've met a very big family members from all over Malaysia. 1st nite at Serkam i slept at the newlywed's front door. ahahaha.. I'm alone with 3 pillows. early in the morning i wake up and looking for my cuz. shes not at the room but shes at the kitchen. I'm quite scared because when i opened my eyes lots of ppl sleeping in front of me. hawa with her husband and me? i'm alone.

after breakfast i told hawa that i want to help with the things that never started yet like settle the ingredients for the meals. i sat down in the 'khemah' and start my work. i dont care ppl around me but came 2 gurls help me to cut the ginger. Yus and the other 1 i've forgot to asked her name. they are nice.. i like them. and.. i do met this guy name Is@Ismail mokhtar. i dont know who is he but just kept watching. hawa said he is Razif's nephew and i said "ok". is was the tired day and thnks God i didnt be the 'pengapit' for hawa. at the nite, we(me, hawa, razif and is) went out to Bandar Hilir looking for the printer service. after almost an hour round at the town we found 1 cyber cafe that got the service. 3 of them out of car and i just sat in the car cause im headache. 10 min after that is accompany me in the car and started the chat. quite nice and loves to give questions. hahaha..

the day for the real ceremony has come. once again i'm not be the 'pengapit' for hawa so, Hajar (Is's sister) be the 'pengapit'.. i've joint my family for 'berarak' with newlyweds. ahahaha.. for the 1st time i make the 'tepung tawar' for the newlyweds. kinda crazy.. and fun 2.. at the afternoon-evening, me, hawa, razif, is and litfy (camera man) went to Bandar Hilir to have the photographs session. its great! many ppl look at them and this is a very excited day to follow with. Few pics four of us being taken. Its a great moment.. Still i've got the memory during my family's wed. 1st time i've follow family members as the bridesmaid n follow her everywhere.. huhuhuuuuu...

Okay.. Not interested on continuing the story.. Full stop.. Bye.. :D

Goodbye 2009, Welcome 2010

Peace upon to all of you… today I would like to update my blog so I need to send at least one post. Based on the title, I would like to wish all of you “Happy New Year...!” I hope this New Year will bring joyful and meaningful in you’re and for my own life... For those who are studying, best of luck in your pointer. I know it is not easy for us getting the highest pointer, but we done the best during final, assignments and also in practical.

There are thousand of memories that couldn’t be forgotten in 2009. The first thing that I wouldn’t forget is when I entered my college, Mara Professional College Indera Mahkota, MPCIM or known as Kolej Profesional Mara Indera Mahkota, KPMIM. There such the best home after my own (not exactly mine) home. This is the place for me to continue my further study and get my Diploma in English Communication (Jan-July 2011). I will be here 3 years and now, just 1 and half years left to complete my diploma. Beside that, I have got new friends such as Zira, Cyuk, Mirul, Bella, Az, Eqa, Siti, K.Ct Z, Raja, Jack and so many more (sorry guys if im not include your name but all of you will always in my heart). Hundred of pain and joy in this college... I won’t tell you today and later maybe.

Think, I just want to share all about my current life during previous year. Thanks to Along Kirin and k.Nana because sent me at college and special thanks to Mr. Mohamad and Mdm. Fauziah because helped me at that day. I appreciated it so much. To my beloved mentor Mdm Munirah, lecturers, Miss Ainur, Miss Wanie, Mdm Yaya, Mdm Ain, Miss Syida, Mdm Norazura, Sir Ayie, Ustaz Wan, Ustazah Noraini, Miss Anis, Mdm Suzy, (have taught me from sem. 1 and sem. 2) and others lecturer because help me in my study. All of you will always be my inspiration in college to study harder and harder.

In semester 2 I admit that im playful. I’m quite lazy to study. The result: maybe I’ve got the lowest pointer (I hope not), im not concentrate in my study. I don’t know why and what happened to me. In this sem. Also I met new people such as Dd, Akmal, and Ama. They are from MPOB (Malaysia Palm Oil Broad). I accidently met them when Zira full fill my dream to swim at the beach, Telok Cempedak. They are nice and funny. So childish. Always talk about Wonder Pet.

Semester break is damn freaking me down. Live at home with doing nothing sometime will drive me crazy. Wake up early in the morning and doing something to avoid the bad sound from ‘queen’ of the house. After that, help in the kitchen. OMG, I hate cooking! But it is quite fun when im in the kitchen. I will know the ingredients that will be use in 1 meal that will be cook. Damn bored if maid said “I don’t know how to cook but my boss like my food”. Too proud she got the ability to cook. Oh come on, I need to cook everyday while im in college I just bought my food. Huh! House will like a hell if she did it to me.

2009 created wonderful and pain memories. I lost the 1 I really love. He inspired my life and helps me in my study. We know each other from a social network website long, long and long time ago. We’ve met and spent time together if I went back to KL. Pretty closed and love each other although we’re just friend. Everyday we will texting or calling. I do single but not him. I don’t know that he got a fiancé. I knew it on 23/10/2009 at 12:12. Don’t you think that I am so hurt on that day? Before I’ve got the news, I am laughing as laud as I can when my friends make a joke. I have no feeling to be sad. But the breaking news makes me down. So down! To be continue.. im sleepyyyyyy

im back to continue my job to write for my post. His fiancé made me crazy when she got mad at me. I don’t know what to say at first. But I do defend my own self from being a misunderstood victim. Damn! Im shout at her as loud as I could. She is totally turned me become a hot tempered person. I told her the truth bout our relationship and she listened nicely. After that, she is crying for suddenly. She told me everything that has happened bout him and their relation. I felt sad for her. If I knew he is belonging to her then I will not continue our relationship as I knew, what goes around comes around. It’s ok. I understand her situation. If my fiancé done something like that I am also can be a crazy woman.

Apart from that, I enjoy myself with having new friends. Im joint the senior group, met Dd, Akmal and Ama until I’ve got conflict with of my best friend. I lost her in holiday and I’ve got her back 2 days after her bufday. Thanks God. I’ve got back what im lost.

My new wished for 2010: I want to be a hardworking student as I will know that my sem. 2 are bad, Im trying to full fill my pray as im bad in my religion, less enjoy myself, less talking and im trying to change my life from bad to little bit better. I will always love my friends no matter how bad they are.

Special thanks to my family esp. my aunty and uncle, my sister (Nurhazairana), cousins, and beloved friends, Fatin (school mate), Shushi, Sheraf, Cfa, and Joshua T. Shockers Zira, Cyuk, Eqa, Na_when, k.Ezni, Zoul, Abie, Chot, Zan, Anne, Udin, Eijan, Ida, Izrul Hadi, Bro Nuox, Dd, Akmal, and so many more (sorry if im not included your name but you will always be my beloved friends) because being apart of me. I always hurt your feeling and I hope it’s not too late to apologize.

Goodbye my memorable 2009… wish me better life and bless by God.

©Nurirliyana Irwan@Irliyana, Pingu, PP, Suhada and Sud©

©1^st January 2010, 13:51©

Bored of Being Alone..

Peace upon 2 u..

I`d like 2 share about heart feelin now..

Anyway, im confused with myself..
Do i lost my feelin 2 guys??? Hohoo..

So bad if its reality.. I wont be l******..

Wanna know y this happened 2 me? What a simple things...

Im alone.. Hahaha.. Im not sure if i like someone or not..

Anyway, since i know Iz, i left all my boys/men frenz.. He changed me from a player i think 2 a loyal girl. But, when i found the truth im startin my rebel.. Hahaha.. Anyway, teenagers always like that.. Im exactly not a perfect 1.. And i know what i want and what i wont..

Finally, im tired of being what people want me 2 be. It such a player in a drama.. Im not happy doing what i am doing right now.. Im trying 2 change but im not a tough as what all of u see. Maybe im a strong to fight what people sayin but deep inside only God knew everything..

I just wanna be happy.. Could i? I want all the things that can make me happy such as my belated granfma, mom, my beloved family, friends.. Its ok no lourve from guys but i need lourves from people who are important in my life.. Ok i think its enough for now.. Catch ya later World..

What a Bored Break Semester..

Salam ya...

Theres nothin that i can say only i word..BoReD...!!!

Damn bored stayed at home.. Theres nothin 2 do xcepted woke up as early 8 am, gave koi fishes food, helped new maid tidy up house and watching tv.. I`ve got sleepin problem almost the whole day along this semester break.. Finally, i pushed myself sleepin bcoz i wont be crazy bcoz of not enough sleep.. My routine make me sick! I need frenz for life.. I hate 2 be alone.. Im LoNeLy.. Could u feel how hurts of being alone for a long time...??? i cant stand of beiong alone and i`ll become emossion.. I dont know y this happened 2 me.. Everyday i pray that new semester come earlier than usual.. Hohoho.. My life is sucks! I cant do whateva i want, i cant choose the things i wanna do, everythin... Everythin... Theres no way 4 me to get my own life..

I just wanna be like others.. Happy with thier life.. Not like me..

My College is My New Life..

hohoho...

Salam all, today i would like 2 share a little bit bout my life in my college..

:D

1st-ly, i wanna say thanks so much 2 my dear sweet hearts, Noorazira Adnan & Nurul Akmar Aini Mohd Dahari or known as Zira & Mia.. thanks of being part of my life..both of them came from Negeri Sembilan.

both of u will always on my mind.. besh wish 4 DECom 1B ya... Hohoho..

:D

next, it would be another part of my life, such as my classmates, Na_When, Aznin, Eiqa, and so on and not forget 2 my roomates crazy roomates, K.Ezni, Azma and Saerah.. All of u also in my mind.. :D

moreover, i`ve got many new friends.. they are Mirul, my bro that loves to `membebel` Cyuk@Muhamad Sukry, Mira,Fi3, Shah, Raja, Shan, Jack, Nazri, Ijat, Senyum, Khai, Andy, Yana, Zai, and 2 many more i`ll tell ya later..

:D

anyway, some of them are 2 sweet 2 me. they help me while im stady here. normally, when i became blur they will make me realize the real world that im live in.. hahaha... lots of laugh, tears we are sharing together esp when i lost my step sister when Persatuan Siawa Niaga (PSN) arrives. Made me sad because i cant involve myself on the fiesta..

thanks a lot frends..

hope all of us can be fren till the end of life.. I LOURVE ALL OF U GUYS.. THANKS OF BEING FRIENDS..

Here some pictures of my frenz in KPM Indera Mahkota, Kuantan..

Catch ya in de next episode..

-Nurirliyana Irwan@Pingu@Sud-

25th March 2009